well everything has been going 'ok' i guess. i like it down here a lot, but there are those moment that i want to run back up to the mitten. i still dont have a job and i think thats the part thats making the most upset. i have been sending my resume to anywhere i can online, dropping it off in person, going to interviews, waiting for call back, even applying at restaurants. and nothing still! i dont know what to do. wachovia bank said they would get back to me this week possibly... im hoping that they do call me back with some good news because i really need it. the living situation is going ok as well. i feel like im imposing on druga a little because whenever he comes home i am just sitting here. it looks like im doing nothing, but i do all my running around looking for a job while hes at work. and then i get back here and just relax for aminute or two, and he comes home and im just sitting here on myspcae or whatever. i think hes a little annoyed as well that i dont have a job yet, but i am trying... really i am! i have been survigin off of almost no money whatsoever. i have been trying to save as much as i can, but it seems that everyday i need gas from running around tampa for interviews, and food because im hungry and dont want to eat any of his food. i mean i still can go out on the weekends with brian because if you get to the bars early enough its free cover. and i dont drink while im there, so i dont spend any money. it sucks being there sober, especially since i dont dance when im not drinking. i really want to move into my own apartment already, so i can have somewhere to actually call my own home. but i cant do that until i finally get a job. and to top everything off, every night i get a little sad, and dont know why. i feel like im alone, even though brians home. you would think i would feel alone during the day when its just me here. i dont know why i feel alone when hes home, but i do. i dont think you can quite call it being home sick, because i dont miss michigan at all. i think i mostly miss the people from home. i wish i could just move everyone down here with me. however it isnt as easy for some people to just pick up and move like i did. i hope that everything starts to work out for me this week, and i get a job. i will be happy with just a job for now. i can wait on mving into my own apartment for a few more weeks, but i just need to start doing something everyday, so maybe that will keep my mind off feeling alone, and i can get over this little 'depression' i fall victim to everynight. uggh ok im done with this little sob story. i know i should be so excited that i live in florida, and it was 77 degrees and sunny today... i like that part, i just miss my friends, and i mis not working and having any type of income... cross your fingers, and say a little prayer for me! love you all, and hopefully after i get settled in most of you who promised you would come visit, will actually make it down here to see me!